Understanding yourself

What is said, and what is underneath.

Studies of the sentences people offer long before they can name what is happening. Starting points for reading, never a diagnosis.

Conceptual paper artwork: Ghungroo beside a rehearsal-floor grid fading before the stairs.

N° 01

Functional neurological disorder

“The tests are normal, but my legs won’t hold me.”

Real symptoms, a healthy scan, and a nervous system working the wrong way. This is not imagined, and it is treatable.

Conceptual paper artwork: Thick blank report folder in quiet arcs around a lake-blue opening.

N° 02

Somatic symptoms

“I’ve seen six doctors this year.”

Pain that tests cannot explain, worry that tests cannot settle. Care that treats the whole person can help.

Conceptual paper artwork: Teleprompter glass with fine concentric print ripples and one clear opening.

N° 03

Headache and migraine

“It’s just a headache. Most days.”

Four in ten people live with a headache disorder. When it is daily, there is usually more to understand.

Conceptual paper artwork: Runway-length strip of folded fabric passes behind a closed backstage curtain.

N° 04

Epilepsy

“We kept it quiet. People talk.”

Epilepsy is a brain condition, not a curse or a spirit. Up to 70% of people with epilepsy could live free of seizures with the right treatment.

Conceptual paper artwork: Numeral-free clock face fixed at 3:07, long shadow crosses deep navy paper.

N° 05

Insomnia

“I’m awake at three, every night.”

Sleeping pills are not the first treatment for insomnia. A talking therapy is.

Conceptual paper artwork: Walking shoe beside a paper path of pandal arches fading before a warm turn.

N° 06

Depression with physical illness

“The surgery went well. I didn’t.”

Depression is common alongside diabetes, heart disease and other long illnesses, and it can be treated alongside them.

Conceptual paper artwork: Blank glass phone screen encircled by expanding slate paper rings around a blue point.

N° 07

Health anxiety

“This headache must be a tumour. I’m sure of it.”

A constant fear of serious illness that normal tests cannot settle. Searching symptoms online makes it worse; therapy helps.

Conceptual paper artwork: Bedside clock within concentric paper bands of night; outer band opens to dawn.

N° 08

Dependence on sleeping pills

“I can’t sleep a single night without my tablet.”

Sedatives bought without a prescription can lead to dependence. Stopping safely needs a gradual, medical plan.

Conceptual paper artwork: Brass flywheel rests on engineering plan, movement suggested by pale offset arcs.

N° 09

Erectile dysfunction

“It happened once. Now I worry every time.”

Common, treatable, and sometimes an early warning of heart disease. Worth a confidential conversation.

Paper artwork: a wall calendar with dates marked in red beside a black lawyer's gown on a hook

N° 10

Premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD)

“One week a month, I become someone else.”

Severe mood changes in the days before a period that lift once it starts. PMDD is more than PMS, and it responds to treatment.

Paper artwork: architectural drawings and an untouched cup of tea on a drafting table in late afternoon light

N° 11

Chronic fatigue syndrome (ME/CFS)

“I sleep ten hours and wake up exhausted.”

Exhaustion that rest does not fix and effort makes worse, sometimes days later. ME/CFS is a recognised illness, and careful management helps.

Paper artwork: a canvas field bag, sandals and a map by an open door

N° 12

Tiredness that won't lift

“Everyone just says, take some vitamins.”

Being tired all the time has many possible causes, from anaemia to sleep to depression. A careful assessment finds the real one instead of guessing.

Paper artwork: A single call-centre headset on a chair as Mirpur’s skyline brightens before sunrise

N° 13

Night shifts and sleep

“I work New York hours from Mirpur.”

Night work pulls sleep against the body clock. How shift work affects mood and sleep, and what can help when the day is your night.

Paper artwork: a wooden hairbrush and a ring on a folded cloth in a bowl

N° 14

Hair pulling and skin picking

“I pull my hair when I study. Now there’s a patch.”

Pulling hair or picking skin that you cannot stop, often without noticing. Common, rarely talked about, and treatable with habit reversal.

Paper artwork: A quiet Mohammadpur kitchen at night, refrigerator light falling on one small dish of shemai

N° 15

Binge eating disorder

“I eat standing at the fridge after everyone’s asleep.”

Repeated episodes of eating large amounts with a loss of control, then shame. More common than many think, and treatable with focused therapy.