Understanding yourself

What is said, and what is underneath.

Studies of the sentences people offer long before they can name what is happening. Starting points for reading, never a diagnosis.

Conceptual paper artwork: Rain-softened pitch deck buckling inward around a dry blank centre.

N° 01

Depression

“I’m just tired.”

Rest has stopped restoring you. Depression does not always look like sadness.

Conceptual paper artwork: Contract stack under desk lamp; pool of light narrows to one square.

N° 02

Burnout

“It’s a busy season at work.”

The season has lasted two years. When achievement leaves no room to recover.

Conceptual paper artwork: Investor-card skyline above a long stretch of unmarked calendar leaves.

N° 03

Bipolar disorder

“Last month I couldn’t stop. Now I can’t start.”

Weeks of sleepless energy, then weeks of darkness. Bipolar disorder is a medical condition with good treatment.

Conceptual paper artwork: Small folded baby blanket in warm light; distant camera-flash rectangles fade into ivory.

N° 04

Postpartum depression

“Everyone says I should be happy.”

Depression after childbirth is common in Bangladesh and treatable. It is not a failure of love.

Conceptual paper artwork: Polished brass award on navy plinth with a hollow cutaway centre.

N° 05

High-functioning depression

“Everyone thinks I’m doing brilliantly.”

The results are excellent. The man delivering them is exhausted, and nobody can tell.

Conceptual paper artwork: Paint palette with colour gathered at rim and a broad untouched ivory centre.

N° 06

Depression in creative people

“I haven’t painted since the exhibition.”

Creative block is common. When the silence comes with flat mood, poor sleep and dread, it may be depression, and that is treatable.

Conceptual paper artwork: Brass metronome paused at midpoint, long slate shadow across blank paper.

N° 07

Persistent depressive disorder

“I’ve never been a happy person.”

Low mood that has lasted so long it feels like personality. It is a recognised condition, and it responds to treatment.

Conceptual paper artwork: Closed red-and-white paper fan beside a muted brass disc just above the horizon.

N° 08

Menopause and mood

“I don’t recognise myself lately.”

The years around menopause can bring low mood, anxiety and broken sleep. Women deserve to have it taken seriously.

Conceptual paper artwork: Closed hostel window grid with one warm square and a fine line of dawn at sill.

N° 09

Suicidal thoughts

“Everyone would be better off without me.”

This thought is a symptom, not the truth. It can be talked about, and it can pass. Help is there today.

Conceptual paper artwork: Walking shoe beside a paper path of pandal arches fading before a warm turn.

N° 10

Depression with physical illness

“The surgery went well. I didn’t.”

Depression is common alongside diabetes, heart disease and other long illnesses, and it can be treated alongside them.

Conceptual paper artwork: Paper mobile above spare cradle-shaped frame; small moons gently slip from orbit.

N° 11

Postpartum psychosis

“Ten days after the birth, she wasn’t making sense.”

A rare but serious emergency after childbirth. With fast treatment, recovery is common.

Conceptual paper artwork: Film reel unspools into folded square; projection window fades into paper.

N° 12

Depression in later life

“At my age, what is there to be happy about?”

Depression is not a normal part of growing old. It is common, often missed, and treatable.

Conceptual paper artwork: Single tea glass at far end of broad table; three window cutouts along far edge.

N° 13

Loneliness

“The children are abroad. The phone rings on Sundays.”

Loneliness affects one in six people and is linked to poorer health as well as unhappiness. Connection can be rebuilt.

Paper artwork: rain on a window beside an open red shutter, a steel tiffin carrier and loose papers on the sill

N° 14

Recurrent depression

“It’s back. I know its footsteps now.”

Depression that returns after months of feeling well. Knowing the early signs, and planning for them, can change what happens next.

Paper artwork: a laptop and scattered pages on a rooftop desk at night, papers lifting into the sky under a full moon

N° 15

Bipolar II disorder and hypomania

“I’m not ill. I’m finally getting things done.”

Spells of high energy and little sleep that feel productive, then long, heavy depressions. Bipolar II is often missed, and it is treatable.

Paper artwork: A Lalmatia fashion studio with a dress form and a fan of changing colour swatches

N° 16

Cyclothymia

“My moods change faster than the Dhaka sky.”

Years of ups and downs that never quite reach mania or major depression, but wear down work and relationships. It has a name, and it can be helped.

Paper artwork: a television and lamp in a dim sitting room, an empty sofa and a cushion on the floor

N° 17

Depression in men

“I’m not sad. I’m just angry all the time.”

In men, depression often shows as irritability, anger, overwork or drinking rather than tears. It is still depression, and it responds to care.

Paper artwork: a brass tray of coloured glass churi and sweets, a pregnant woman resting by a doorway beyond

N° 18

Depression in pregnancy

“I’m seven months pregnant and I feel nothing.”

Depression during pregnancy is common in Bangladesh and often hidden behind the celebrations. It can be treated, with care for mother and baby.

Paper artwork: a wall calendar with dates marked in red beside a black lawyer's gown on a hook

N° 19

Premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD)

“One week a month, I become someone else.”

Severe mood changes in the days before a period that lift once it starts. PMDD is more than PMS, and it responds to treatment.

Paper artwork: a baby bottle and car key on a kitchen counter under a single lamp at night

N° 20

Depression in new fathers

“Everyone asks about the baby. No one asks me.”

About one in ten fathers becomes depressed around the birth of a child. It is often missed, and it often travels with the mother’s mood too.

Paper artwork: a canvas field bag, sandals and a map by an open door

N° 21

Tiredness that won't lift

“Everyone just says, take some vitamins.”

Being tired all the time has many possible causes, from anaemia to sleep to depression. A careful assessment finds the real one instead of guessing.

Paper artwork: A mother and daughter in Jatrabari looking at a child’s drawing of a father far away

N° 22

Living apart: migrant workers' families

“He calls from Riyadh every night. We have nothing left to say.”

When a husband works abroad, the wife at home carries the household, the in-laws and the loneliness. Her mental health deserves attention too.

Paper artwork: a red wedding card and a folded medical file on a table

N° 23

Infertility and emotional distress

“At every biye, someone asks: any good news?”

Infertility brings grief, pressure and questions at every family event. In Bangladeshi studies, more than half of women in treatment had depression symptoms.

Paper artwork: a folded white shirt and an envelope on the steps of an empty building

N° 24

Unemployment and mental health

“Masters done. Third BCS. Still no job.”

Years of job-seeking and exam cycles can wear down sleep, mood and hope. Unemployment is not an illness, but the depression it brings can be treated.